I Never Chose This Life (Remix)

Check We live yeah? 1 2 The James Devlin Album Still here tryna figure it all out Listen I never chose this life I was thrown into So without an Invite I’m just rolling through Born green where the skies weren’t ocean blue Fed lies in the guise it was wholesome truth Looking at the sky like come on give me proof That I’m here by design and my life’s not a fluke Middle of a riddle that can never be solved Where I’m at, I’m sorry if my attitudes rude Sorry if I never am the man I should of been Sorry if I never am the man you should of seen I never chose this life long cold kiss here Weeping like a Willow in the valley by the stream Tyrants and terrorists, vanity and greed Money over everything insanity I plead I feel like I'm hemorrhaging I need to be freed It’s dark, but I look into the night and I scream I never chose this life I live This life chose me Look in my eyes and it’s pain that you see Cause you don’t ever wanna cry like me I never chose this life I live This life chose me Look in my eyes and it’s pain that you see Cause you don’t ever wanna cry like me Didn’t wanna let me go Didn’t wanna let me breathe Only wanted me to stay Didn’t wanna let me leave This hell hole is lonely And you only wanted me when the snakes bleed Didn’t wanna let me shine Didn’t wanna give me time Didn’t wanna give me help Oh, this is my life To the whole world welcome Take a look inside these dogs eyes Here we go again, it’s the same old shit Same old story Same old script Same jealous face Same hating pricks Same dirty clothes Same hoes with dicks Here we go again and they’re robbing all the kids With black gats and bats And it’s here where you live And then I fall deep in a slumber It’s then you rise ‘Cause you bring the thunder I never chose this life I live This life chose me Look in my eyes and it’s pain that you see Cause you’d never wanna cry like me I never chose this life I live This life chose me Look in my eyes and it’s pain that you see Cause you’d never wanna cry like me Cry like a baby I’ll rock you to sleep With some highly disturbed lullabies by me I’ll tell you not to ever be advised by sheep All following eachother to the slaughter dead meat I’ll tell you not to ever take a man at his word His words like human life it’s dead cheap Don't slip or slide in shits creek Pick a team Keep the real ones close ‘cause shits deep Well how the fuck can I be giving advise Ain’t as if I’m in the know at no particular time I know nothing Everything’s a glitch in my eye Don’t wanna die but it’s lonely in this prison of life Sometimes when I lie with this flickering light To keep badness of bay in the middle of night I think that’s why I was chosen Give me a sign I’ll make you all feel better while I wither inside right I never chose this life I live This life chose me Look in my eyes and it’s pain that you see Cause you’d never wanna cry like me I never chose this life I live This life chose me Look in my eyes and it’s pain that you see Cause you’d never wanna cry like me