Trapped in My Head

Trapped in my head

When will it end?

This place where I used to lay my head at night
No longer feels like that place called home
Sometimes I only feel like I'm comforted
When I'm drunk or I'm out alone

So stressed I can't think
Phone makes my ears ring
I can barely breath

I'm losing it inside
This place where I reside
It's poisoning my mind

I've learned the old ways
Are not my ways
I'm not here to stay

Smothered by my family,
Tired of my friends,
I'm never ever going back.
Back again
Because I'm trapped in my head
Trapped in my head

Forced to think that what they say is right
Sometimes I'm weak and I lose my own sight
These closed minds are a cancer to my own
Some day I'll find a place to call my own home

Constant bickering about petty shit
Don't tell me about it, I don't wanna hear it
This negative energy can take a toll on me
But I'll be the man on the top... eventually