Amazing

I called it "Sickness" and they don't know the name of it I flew to Paris tryna get away, mm I drown my silence, embarrassed by the shame of it But all it seems to do is magnify the pain I wish I was a strong boy, head in the sand If I were there, I would be the man And my lips are searching for what happiness is I'm dragging my feet trying to breathe again Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazing Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and Yeah, wish I could feel amazing But this is all that I can feel today I tore the page and I put all of my weight on it So I could stop it, trying to blow away, mm The darkest days, well, I got all I could take from them Starting to think it'll never change I see my life is planned in front of me And I don't need to do a thing just because I can And my friends are talking like, "What's happened to him?" I'm dragging my feet trying to breathe again, ay Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazing Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and Yeah, wish I could feel amazing But this is all that I can feel today and Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazing Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and Yeah, wish I could feel amazing But this is all that I can feel today I'm tryna think, at the same time, tryna say something Can't switch off my brain, so don't meditate Every time I crack a smile, I can sense another tear coming That's kind of weird, but what can I say? I know I'm on the edge and one push of the wind Will send me flying deep into the unknown I guess this is the time to let 'em all in 'Cause nothin' is worst than when you hit the low and Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazing Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and Yeah, wish I could feel amazing But this is all that I can feel today and Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazing Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and Yeah, wish I could feel amazing But this is all that I can feel today, yeah Yeah, this is all that I can feel today Yeah, this is all that I can feel today