Plastic Bag

I overthink and have trouble sleeping All purpose gone and don't have a reason And there's no doctor to stop this bleeding So I left home and jumped in the deep end Took a job for dad, I think just to please him So when I quit I just kept it secret And I had friends but no longer see them And it's just me, and now all my demons Are heavy, weighing on my heart I guess I'm done already, all but given up I'm burning days 'til the week ends and start I just pretend I'm not where I am Should I cancel my plans? Saturday night is giving me a reason To rely on the strobe lights The lifeline of a promise in a shot glass And I'll take that If you're giving out love from a plastic bag Saturday night is giving me a reason To rely on the strobe light The lifeline of a promise in a shot glass And I'll take that If you're giving out love from a plastic bag My friend died, it's been years, still grieving And I thought time would be somehow healing When love finds me, I'm too numb to feel it Why the hell am I still here breathing? Oh, I would pray, but I don't believe it Woe is me, but I don't care either Life is not the way that it seems, but Maybe this will all be a dream And I'll stay steady, balance on the rope I guess that I'm not ready to rely on the hope I'm burning days 'til the week ends and start I just pretend I'm not where I am Should I cancel my plans? Saturday night is giving me a reason To rely on the strobe light The lifeline of a promise in a shot glass And I'll take that If you're giving out love from a plastic bag Saturday night is giving me a reason To rely on the strobe light The lifeline of a promise in a shot glass And I'll take that If you're giving out love from a plastic bag I'm a wreck head, oh Take me to the other side Don't look in my eyes Oh, whoa It's almost morning, I'm still not leaving It's wearing off, but I still can feel it Another one and I'll touch the ceiling This is all I want to be Saturday night is giving me a reason To rely on the strobe light The lifeline of a promise in a shot glass And I'll take that If you're giving out love from a plastic bag Saturday night is giving me a reason To rely on the strobe light The lifeline of a promise in a shot glass And I'll take that If you're giving out love from a plastic bag