Amazing (Live from Kia’s Living Room)

[Verse 1] I caught a sickness and they don't know the name of it I flew to Paris tryin' to get away, mm I drown my sadness, embarrassed by the shame of it But all it seems to do is magnify the pain [Pre-Chorus] I wish I was a strong boy, head in the sand If I were them, I would be the man And my lips are searchin' for what happiness is I'm draggin' my feet, tryin' to breathe again [Chorus] Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazin' Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazin' But this is all that I can feel today [Verse 2] I tore the page and I put all of my weight on it So I could stop it, tryin' to blow away, mm The darkest days, well, I got all I could take from them Startin' to think it'll never change [Pre-Chorus] I see my life is planned in front of me And I don't need to do a thing just because I can And my lips are searchin' for what happiness is I'm draggin' my feet, tryin' to breathe again [Chorus] Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazin' Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazin' But this is all that I can feel today and Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazin' Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazin' But this is all that I can feel today [Verse 3] I'm tryin' to think, at the same time, tryin' to say somethin' Can't switch off my brain, so don't meditate Every time I crack a smile, I can sense another tear comin' That's kind of weird, but what can I say? [Pre-Chorus] I know I'm on the edge and one push of the wind Will send me flyin' deep into the unknown I guess this is the time to let 'em all in 'Cause nothin' is worse than when you hit the low, and [Chorus] Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazin' Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazin' But this is all that I can feel today and Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazin' Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazin' But this is all that I can feel today, yeah [Outro] But this is all that I can feel today But this is all that I can feel today