Fever

[Verse 1: Ekoh] Yo, and maybe I'll find my love, and maybe these demons know But it's hard to sleep at night, this house is full of ghosts I'll hold you close to my chest to release the thought of you A constant reminder of how not everything is possible Pick up the pieces of a broken heart You can't move on if you don't hit restart I gave my life to art like that's the shit that gave me purpose You were always there but I ignored you like you weren't the muse Feeling usеd, asking me, you're finding more drama for viеws Cause if the shit is healthy, it reflects in the music you do These people love you when you're dying, right? But when you're happy, are they happy for you? It's like I'm sinking in an expectation I never thought I'd make it And the closer I get now, the more I start to hate it It's always my big dreams and what I'm trying to do Too focused on building myself and it broke you [Chorus: Raxi] Whoa, when it rains it pours And you drown in your old ways Oh baby, you'll be catching fevers Like I feel like the season There's less I can believe in Drown in your old ways Oh baby, you've been catching fevers [Verse 2: Ekoh] Yo, sometimes I stay up late just writing and thinking 'bout life My childhood dreams of being a rapper almost in my sights Turn out the lights, I hit the pillow then my mind is up And feeling no matter what, I'm not good enough See, I don't have an off switch, I ignore my mental health And I used to fight it off but I'm so obsessive now Find me in a different timeline, a different world Without the music and the stress, just a boy and girl Just the loving times, just like the books you read Just like those characters you take and project onto me It's hard to see when there ain't no finish line that's in sight You smile at me, I smile back but inside I wanna scream until my lungs burn and end it all Yeah, that's extreme but I'm a troubled individual It's always my big dreams and trying to get this buzz Too focused on building myself and it broke us [Chorus: Raxi] Whoa, when it rains it pours And you drown in your old ways Oh baby, you'll be catching fevers Like I feel like the season There's less I can believe in Drown in your old ways Oh baby, you've been catching fevers Whoa, when it rains it pours And you drown in your old ways Oh baby, you'll be catching fevers Like I feel like the season There's less I can believe in Drown in your old ways Oh baby, you've been catching fevers (fevers, fevers, fevers)