LITHIUM

Yeah, I don't know what makes you think that I could fight this off Like I'm losing every fucking time I try to stop I'm so sick of this stupid ride, where do I get off? I put my faith in anything but keep disguising God I found myself caught in a maze Trying to find me, but I'm lost in the lithium Why does it hurt if I can't feel a thing? Killing myself, but at least I've been living some Fuck I've got a calmness in my bones I got everything I want, how come I don't? Feel okay, I think something inside broke Need a fix that'll fix what's in my soul All my demons call my name Disguised my god, wore my faith Tear my wings off, console my pain Kiss my loneliness away Getting a Percocet to put these nerves to rest I'm a nervous wreck And the ones who barely know me think I'm blessed But inside the chest, I'm hollow Questioning the things I follow Turning that bottle into my gospel Telling me not to trust these snakes that hide inside the flesh If it's a test, then I fail 'Cause I can see through the veil If this escape is a goal Then why's it feel like it's jail? Why am I so comfortable, I got with my despair? I'm feeling crazy, praying Hoping that there's someone there (someone there) Yeah, I got a calmness in my bones I got everything I want, how come I don't? Feel okay, I think something inside broke Need a fix that'll fix what's in my soul All my demons call my name Disguised my god, wore my faith Tear my wings off, console my pain Kiss my loneliness away (I find myself caught in a maze) Kiss my loneliness away