LITHIUM

Yeah, I don't know what makes you think that I could fight this off
Like I'm losing every fucking time I try to stop
I'm so sick of this stupid ride, where do I get off?
I put my faith in anything but keep disguising God
I found myself caught in a maze
Trying to find me, but I'm lost in the lithium
Why does it hurt if I can't feel a thing?
Killing myself, but at least I've been living some
Fuck
I've got a calmness in my bones
I got everything I want, how come I don't?
Feel okay, I think something inside broke
Need a fix that'll fix what's in my soul

All my demons call my name
Disguised my god, wore my faith
Tear my wings off, console my pain
Kiss my loneliness away

Getting a Percocet to put these nerves to rest
I'm a nervous wreck
And the ones who barely know me think I'm blessed
But inside the chest, I'm hollow
Questioning the things I follow
Turning that bottle into my gospel
Telling me not to trust these snakes that hide inside the flesh
If it's a test, then I fail
'Cause I can see through the veil
If this escape is a goal
Then why's it feel like it's jail?
Why am I so comfortable, I got with my despair?
I'm feeling crazy, praying
Hoping that there's someone there (someone there)
Yeah, I got a calmness in my bones
I got everything I want, how come I don't?
Feel okay, I think something inside broke
Need a fix that'll fix what's in my soul

All my demons call my name
Disguised my god, wore my faith
Tear my wings off, console my pain
Kiss my loneliness away

(I find myself caught in a maze)

Kiss my loneliness away