Would You Still Love Me?

If it doesn't feel like how I thought that it would What if doing better doesn't get you the good? Did we do it all for nothing? Who should I be blaming when I'm crying for help? And where is the award I won for losing myself? Isn't that worth something? 'Round and 'round, the story goes Can I get off? Can I go home And live this through the photos in my room? Would you still love me? Mm While the supernova's dying, it's so hard to look away Would you still love me? When the lights come on, the music stops, got nothing left to say Would you still love me? How I'd get addicted to the highs and the lows? Am I chasing happiness like somеwhere to go? Won't you send mе the location? Mm-mm Is existential crisis just a sign of the times? Is anybody out there? Are we losing our minds? Is it my imagination? Mm 'Round and 'round, the questions go Will I regret this when I'm home And taking down the photos in my room? Would you still love me? Mm While the supernova's dying, it's so hard to look away Would you still love me? (Mm) When the lights come on, the music stops, got nothing left to say Would you still love me? If you really knew me, oh Would I still love me? Mm While the supernova's dying, and the good girl's gone away Would I still love me? When the lights come on, the music stops, I'm ready for a change Would I still love me? Would I still love me, even if you don't? Will I be okay not ever knowing the answer to that? I hope in this time, I can find enough love in my own heart So I don't even have to ask that question anymore I want the chance to watch the wild flowers grow And to stay somewhere long enough to see the snow on the mountain tops melt into spring To be there raw, present To feel the gratitude of simply being alive and that being just enough A chance to redefine happiness and take another trip around the sun And the chance to see the dew on the blades on early morning grass And feel the good ache in my stomach from the belly laughs of the night before I hope I evolve I hope someone says to me, "You've changed" and I say, "Good" That would make me a lucky girl But promise me one thing, if you see me around, you'll say "hi" We don't have to be strangers Even if you don't hear from me when you look up in the dark And you see the jewelry hanging in the sky Know that I'm still under the same disco ball smiling somewhere Maybe crying I don't know much, but one thing I'm sure of is that I'm forever grateful that we watched each other grow Played a small part in walking each other home For you, for the me I was, and who I am yet to become My love for every version of us runs deep as the ocean blue And I hope you know every word I ever said to you is true This isn't goodbye forever It's just until next time