Tail Whip, Struggle

It took two years and change Just to realize the pain wasn't worth it Something was there, But it just wasn't fair to constantly talk in circles I know I had my own problems I'm so far from perfect Your insecurity outweighed my loyalty You were so focused on this other person That you pushed me away That you pushed me awake I had plans I tried to give you all of myself But that doesn't help When I can't convince you A prior connection was just another flash in the pan It took two years and change Just to realize the pain wasn't worth it Something was there, But it just wasn't fair to constantly talk in circles It pushed me away How is it my fault that I tried to fill a space that you left behind? I was attempting to start a new fire in my life An attempt, nothing more It just didn't feel right Later when you called and said you wanted to try That had been left behind So I became totally yours I guess you couldn't believe it Did you ever believe it? I don't know if you did I would hope that you did So we started our life We were good for a time The issue was there but you held it inside It came up one night I promised and tried To prove even more that my love's not a lie Time moved along, it was constantly framed Like I made a mistake That was never the case How can I be to blame? For any sustain From before I was yours Was I going insane? It had nothing to do with the life that we made It pushed me away, I had to call it a day And move on And move on It took two years and change Just to realize the pain wasn't worth it Something was there, But it just wasn't fair to constantly talk in circles Again and again Again and again You pushed me away