Adjust Failure

[Verse 1] I feel like I’ve been watching reruns of my stupid life Hoping that maybe this season ends happy this time Don’t care who would play me but it would be nice To skip the tragedy plot line [Verse 2] I’m trading places with the guy I thought I would become But hoped it might come with a guide how not to fuck it up What do I do, and do I know enough To fake like I know this stuff I’m ready, I’m not just scared I’m lost [Chorus] But what will it feel like (To figure this out?) I’m thinking it won’t get easy or as hard as it sounds Did I say the quiet part (Too much or too loud?) I’m not getting any younger, yeah That’s clear to me now That’s clear to me now [Verse 3] I wrote a letter to my future self back in first grade It never showed up at my house Wonder what it would say “What do you do now? I hope it’s something great” Not sure how to explain I’d like to tell myself I’m doing okay [Chorus] But what will it feel like (To figure this out?) I’m thinking it won’t get easy or as hard as it sounds Did I say the quiet part (Too much or too loud?) I’m not getting any younger, yeah That’s clear to me now That’s clear to me now [Bridge] I’ve grown adjusted to failure So being this happy Makes me feel like there’s something I’ve missed Remember not to forget Every moment of hell We went through to get to this No, I don’t remember it all I can’t say, I wish I did No, I don’t remember it all I can’t say [Outro Chorus] What it’ll feel like to slow down? And will it be easy or as hard as it sounds? Did I say the quiet part (Too much or too loud?) I’m not getting any younger, yeah That’s clear to me now That’s clear to me now I’m not getting any younger That’s clear to me now That’s clear to me now