Guest Room

[Verse 1] I don't even have a guest room yet How can I expect to die like that? With space that's shared and rent that's due When it's still my turn to vacuum I lived past my first line in the dirt Never thought my twenties could come first I've talked too many friends down over the phone Not to meet up at our next milestone [Chorus] If I'm gonna be Somebody Deliberately alive I want to do it right [Verse 2] I pay somebody on the internet To talk through things I don't know how to fix But it's all exercises in buoyancy Not insured for the help that I need And I give myself fat lips Chewin' out my cheeks when I'm anxious So I've told a few friends who say, "Be gentle, kid" But that only works some of the time [Chorus] If I'm gonna be Somebody Deliberately alive How do I do it right? If I'm gonna be Somebody Deliberately alive How can I do it right? [Outro] Not sure which one I fear worse (Going young or getting old) Guess I'll take whatever comes first It's not like I had a say in being born (Going young or getting old) At least I'm not convinced I deserve either one anymore Not sure which one I fear worse (Going young or getting old) Guess I'll take whatever comes first (Going young or getting old) It's not like I had a say in being born (Going young or getting old) At least I'm not convinced I deserve either one anymore Not sure which one I fear worse (Going young or getting old) Guess I'll take whatever comes first (Going young or getting old) It's not like I had a say in being born (Going young or getting old) At least I'm not convinced I deserve either one Not convinced I deserve either one Not convinced I deserve either one anymore (Going young or getting old)