Bizarre Affection

[Verse 1] I got your ornament Thanks again I guess I didn’t forget Just wasn’t sure what to say I miss you too and all It’s nothing personal Can’t keep traditions From a distance anymore [Chorus 1] I've tried to forget about that night in Connecticut When I laid on the ground and begged for an answer I think I get it now God damn, I was panicked/off base There couldn’t be anyone else until there was you [Verse 2] Remember when we walked Back home last Halloween Thought we were fighting Turns out we were just upset Not with each other but Mad at the circumstance Not enough weekend to get back what we gave away [Chorus 2] I still can't forget about that night on the lower east When I cried at the bar while you gave me your answer I think I get it now God damn, I was selfish There can’t be anyone else until there’s no you [Bridge] Try to find the common threads Pull them out tie off the ends Patch the holes as best I can A little less of who I’ve been [Chorus 3] But I won’t forget about that night in Sennott Park When you said you’re in love with me and that’s why it’s over I see it clearly now God damn, I’m avoidant (some things never change) I wish I’d been anyone else when I was with you [Outro] I can remember now how bizarre affection felt When I couldn’t normalize forgiving myself The next time around (if I get one) God damn, I’ll do better (late than never) I can’t be anyone else, so why pretend to Look back on the person I was as if anything's improved I keep asking for help getting out when the only way is through Maybe once nobody’s left that’ll solve the issue