Double Down

[Verse 1] I turned into every insult I used to eat for lunch But I slept beside nearly half those guys So tell me who's the gay one [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause the sun still says my best defense is To dig my heels straight in [Chorus] And double down The way I always have, smile like nothing's wrong While I calculate when I last saw my friends' moms Do they know I cut my hair? I'm someone's son now [Verse 2] I grew into all the wishes I made on stray eyelashes But never saw myself living for thе day Some shithead kid calls me thе correct slur and gets away [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause the moon still says to hold my head Where no one else can reach it [Chorus] And double down The way I always have, smile like nothing's wrong While I calculate when I last saw my friends' moms Do they know I cut my hair? I'm someone's son now [Bridge] My rising's hard at work, I guess At least that's what Pauli said If I can't trust myself, I'll hear her out I love the name my family chose Don't mind my voice is high I know she'd be proud The girl who [Chorus] Doubled down Punched above her weight and prayed that she was wrong Got a phone call yesterday from her friend's mom We trade, "I love you's" I cut my hair, I'm someone's son now [Refrain] Someone's son now I'm someone's son now From sun up clear to sun down