Drugs and Love

(I still hear it when I think back) (Her cry, so shrill) (That night damned us all) (I just sat back like a voyeur with my hands tied, it still haunts me) (And to this day, I am faced with this juxtaposition of guilt and pain) Any kind of chemical romance I will take with me to bed Anything to drown out all the voices inside my head Make me numb With drugs and love What'll save me from my solitude? I've nothing left to turn to Help me find a way to medicate (I sometimes feel like I may as well have pulled that trigger myself) Any kind of tepid distraction I will pour myself into Baby, I just need a little reaction Warm like a tomb Make me numb With drugs and love What'll save me from my solitude? I've nothing left to turn to Help me find a way to medicate Just help me erase the memories Help me find a way To numb this pain Just something I've nothing left to offer you, I I even lost myself But I'm desperate to never fade away Make me numb With drugs and love What'll save me from my solitude? I've nothing left to turn to Help me find a way to medicate (But nobody can understand what he was like) (I wonder often if I'd have preferred that one night of screaming aloud) (Or the decades of being muffled)