Mourning Song

I was thinking of leaving With the world placed firmly at my feet Nothing left to gain, nothing left to give you If I could simply stop breathing Maybe then the ache would go away Nowhere left to run, nothing left to run from When you looked me in the eyes How could I have known that, that would be your final goodbye? How is it fair I must live this life Without your infinite light and guidance? How is it fair you had no choice of when you left? And now we all live in the shadow of it In your slumber, you've shown me All the little things that you're deprived Of every single thing that I took for granted Now, I sit here in mourning Knowing that you left while you were lost And now I'm petrified of leaving before I belonged My entire life is shrouded now That death's black wing eclipsed your sunshine And if I have to live for you in spite of all The pain that I might feel that I go through That's something that I swear to do How is it fair I must live this life Without your infinite light and guidance? How is it fair you had no choice of when you left? And now we all live in the shadow of it There is beauty in any loss that teaches you a lesson All the beautiful friends we leave behind without ever forgetting Though life will move without you, I will never move along If this is my last chance to sing you to sleep There is beauty in any loss that teaches you a lesson All the beautiful friends we leave behind without ever forgetting Though life will move without you, I will never move along If this is my last chance to sing you to sleep, then let this be my mourning song