Blues

[Verse 1] A blue mood ain't for the weakest hearts I seen many kill themselves 'cause they afraid of the dark They try to play me standing up like I was built like a harp Imagine throwing all your darts, but you still missed every mark When's my chance to hit a bullseye? Depressed through the winter, I hope I get to see the fall cry Lonely nights I wonder if maybe I should get baptized Sorry, I was drunk, can't remember what happened last night I'm sure I fuckеd up My ex told my girl I'm a problem and she should bucklе up Afraid I'ma leave all my baggage until my newest love Had scars since a child that's making it really hard to trust, damn Now I'm thinking 'bout counseling Thought I had the tools it would take this amount to mountain Climbing everyday but ain't making it past my problems Been travelling for miles with no map or without a compass I always been chasing solace [Bridge] [?] [Verse 2] My emotions getting backed up, it make me act up Tryna make my money stack up to fill a Mack Truck Had some seasons full of bad luck, we gettin' back up Tryna get through all the past stuff, I tend to lack trust We ain't going back to mask up, or being a trapper Tryna see my niggas lamped up, no jail or cancer I'ma make it through disaster, they tend to add up Time been moving even faster, I sip my last cup Got the blues like the Rolling Stones Blew the whole bag of zones My mind hit the tango like it's Reggaeton Life got a stepping stones, we only get to take a loan I missed a couple, never grown, but learned in time to let it go Half the [?] go with the flow Fighting with the currents, you'll never know how to really float, or sting like a bee I been paralyzed in my mind like it's Christopher Reeve's I been blaming myself ever since we lost STEEZ