Underwater

[Verse 1] Shit ain't get me high no more Never did forget those lies you told Life been pretty fucked up, might fold Change my number, don't call my phone Said I'd be there now I'm gone Feel no feelings my nigga I'm calm Heard you hatin' that's not my fault Fuck your face and I know that's wrong Where do you go when they tell you it's last call? Nigga drunk and I'm whippin' like NASCAR Going too fast, I might crash hard Never heal but I know that I can't fall Dreamin' been fading away In my soul I've been buried in shame Give me flowers when nigga's awake When I lay don't you mention my name [Chorus] Stressеd out with it been stressed out with it my mind been wishing for the lifе I'm missin' Back then sinnin', tryna change my mission Tryna claim my vision but my head not driven Played your part and left me in the dark Heard you talk but tension from the start Took my cross, redemption in my heart You prayin' for my loss, I pray you go far [Verse 2] Nigga's be lyin' and smile in your face hard I would never be fake to my main dawgs Different ways but we came from the same start Takin back what you said but it's been hard Nigga's dyin' alone in the end Hope my secrets is safe with my friends Hope you get to remember the best Know I've never been good with regrets Nervous to get it, I needed a brave heart Try to leave and my engine it won't start I've been wishin' my life, it could restart Did mistakes in the past and I keep scars I been driftin' away, wings on Hope I fly outer space, too gone Think I'm losing my fate, move on When the shit ain't the same [Chorus] Stressed out with it been stressed out with it my mind been wishing for the life I'm missin' Back then sinnin', tryna change my mission Tryna claim my vision but my head not driven Played your part and left me in the dark Heard you talk but tension from the start Took my cross, redemption in my heart You prayin' for my loss, I pray you go far [Beat switch] [Verse 3] I jumped off the ship to try to swim to the shore They had me tied up for years I thought I'd never leave the boat I had bread just to lay on your back and you could float But the pressure of the water pull me to the ocean floor I've been down there ever since, I'm gettin' used to the bottom And swimmin' to the top seem too hard, that's my problem Rather sit inside my comfort even though I'm still drowning Turn the shit into my world like the modern day Poseidon I'm crying every day, it's been a constant daily battle When I feel that everyone around me sees me as a hassle Tryna build up something new and not just, be like a cattle Just like Jimi Hendrix told us, water melt a sandcastle Tryna build my shit with iron, to keep out all the lions But, when the lightning came it shocked the frames and the wires Now I'm, back in the water tryna swim and keep trying Maybe underwater's good if you've been searching for a fountain [Chorus] Stressed out with it been stressed out with it my mind been wishing for the life I'm missin' yeah Back then sinnin', tryna change my mission Tryna claim my vision but my head keep spinning, yeah Played your part, nigga's left me in the dark Heard you talk but it's tension from the start Took my cross, redemption in my heart You prayin' for my loss, I pray you go far You prayin' for my loss, I pray you go far You prayin' for my loss, I pray you go far You prayin' for my loss, I pray you go far You prayin' for my loss, I pray you go far