Mama's Eyes

Yeah Fuck Cole nigga, Jermaine in this Yeah Seeing this world through a blurry lens, feening for exposure Finding it hard to remember friends back when we was closer, I was lost looking for a end, how am I supposed to make it out when I'm keeping in the saddest of emotions? Forgive me if I wronged you, I'm still a child at times A prisoner of my ego, my insecure design A product of my childhood, somebody get my star Both me and you been on a mission to find who we are It's hidden somewhere deeper, behind that wall of pain Thе way your heart would light up when mama called yo namе Before that stranger came hogging up your time, making you think 'bout what you said before you said it in your mind, so you Just keep that to yourself, nobody gives a fuck Confused 'cause you feel special, they tell you "zip it up" Well, this is how it must be, don't fret, you just to judge One day you'll tell the microphone, "You know here, listen up I realize I don't know the color of your eyes, which is revealing 'cause I looked at you a million times And what it tells me is that, no matter what you called, the truth is hard to swallow, I don't know you at all And you don't know me either, yes, I've been hiding from you I don't feel safe around here, yet, still inside, I love you I seen too much to trust you, I show you what I choose Still holding on to my dreams, i got a lot to lose I can't afford to tell you for fear that you gon try to cut me down the sides, don't cut me down the sides Yes, I've been traumatised, already traumatised, I'm looking out for myself I got my mama's eyes. " Mamas eyes I got my mama's eyes Got my mama's eyes (I'm looking out for myself) Yeah Seeing this world through a blurry lens, feening for exposure Finding it hard to remember friends back when we was closer, I was lost looking for a end, how am I supposed to make it out when I'm keeping in the saddest of emotions? And for that, though it's hard to say Don't nobody know me but myself I feel right at home, but with you, I'm lonely Could explain how it came to be, fuck it though, if only I could change, then I'll be the me I was always 'spoused to be