Yeah
Fuck Cole nigga, Jermaine in this
Yeah
Seeing this world through a blurry lens, feening for exposure
Finding it hard to remember friends back when we was closer, I was lost looking for a end, how am I supposed to make it out when I'm keeping in the saddest of emotions?
Forgive me if I wronged you, I'm still a child at times
A prisoner of my ego, my insecure design
A product of my childhood, somebody get my star
Both me and you been on a mission to find who we are
It's hidden somewhere deeper, behind that wall of pain
Thе way your heart would light up when mama called yo namе
Before that stranger came hogging up your time, making you think 'bout what you said before you said it in your mind, so you
Just keep that to yourself, nobody gives a fuck
Confused 'cause you feel special, they tell you "zip it up"
Well, this is how it must be, don't fret, you just to judge
One day you'll tell the microphone, "You know here, listen up
I realize I don't know the color of your eyes, which is revealing 'cause I looked at you a million times
And what it tells me is that, no matter what you called, the truth is hard to swallow, I don't know you at all
And you don't know me either, yes, I've been hiding from you
I don't feel safe around here, yet, still inside, I love you
I seen too much to trust you, I show you what I choose
Still holding on to my dreams, i got a lot to lose
I can't afford to tell you for fear that you gon try to cut me down the sides, don't cut me down the sides
Yes, I've been traumatised, already traumatised, I'm looking out for myself
I got my mama's eyes. "
Mamas eyes
I got my mama's eyes
Got my mama's eyes (I'm looking out for myself)
Yeah
Seeing this world through a blurry lens, feening for exposure
Finding it hard to remember friends back when we was closer, I was lost looking for a end, how am I supposed to make it out when I'm keeping in the saddest of emotions?
And for that, though it's hard to say
Don't nobody know me but myself
I feel right at home, but with you, I'm lonely
Could explain how it came to be, fuck it though, if only I could change, then I'll be the me I was always 'spoused to be