Somethingfriend

I don't know why I wanna appeal to the outside Prove to me how much of a person I am in your eyes I'm pretty sure I don't even register As anything beyond a myopic blur God, i wanna be someone's somethingfriend Somebody's something friend I don't know what I'm supposed to see When I look at myself it's all shapes no feeling Did I do this right? Is neutrality the goal I had in mind? God I wish I looked like anything I wish there was word other than other, then Then I could be somebody's somethingfriend Then i could be somebody's somethingfriend