Eidolon

I couldn't hide my face to claim my innocence; I wouldn't have the sense to keep going on. Maybe I'm just too proud to stand in your defense? Still I feel the pull of hidden wires. I'm never gonna try, I lie, I dared to speak my mind, When all the old changes made before Don't seem to make a change at all. Are you real? I wouldn't find my place with this poor disguise. Why can't I face myself without these lies? I couldn't find my path without knowing it. I've been around every turn; I know what's left is right. I never let it die, I tried, I dared to free my mind. And all the same changes as before Don't seem to change a thing at all. I'm never gonna try, I know that I won't go back. It started with a smile, I know, but it won't come back. This is real. Should've seen it coming, 'Cause now I'm free for nothing. Always taking me far beneath the middle. I'm never gonna try, I know that I won't go back. It started with a smile, I know, but it won't come back.