Dead

[Verse 1] Reincarnated 08 Wayne This song deserve a feature from cage This boy came crawlin' outta cave Just to say I deserve to sell a million First day And that's without radio play That's without letting rec execs Get in my way Forget the bragging but what I'm really tryna say is The hunger Tryna get my brothers out the jungle The gutter, the mothafuckin' struggle Tryna see my mother Cause it's been years Me and little brothers spent nights where we shed tears and shared beds Let me take you for a ride inside my damn head Rewind to 09 All I seen was bloodshed Blood on my right hand The gun was on my night stand My apartment down the block Not strapped at the moment, to my dome is a Glock Pretty sure that its cocked Tell my little brother flock Soon as he run off, he hit the ground I hear pop I see the light I see my pops I come back I see the cops My selfish ass run off That ain't the way that I was taught tho Help family even help foes See how far showin help goes Mama ain't raise no bitch Then again I barely ever saw that chick If she woulda saw that shit She woulda done the same thing The fuck is you sayin? You really think that mane Losing my brain But nah I ain't lost it Colors start changing now ya boy is coughing Getting nauseas Head back to my apartment Grab all of my belongings Catch the next train to Boston The police gotta description of me I left my brother on the ground bloody My other brothers with my foster family I'mma head out they won't be missing nothing At least, that's what I thought Looking back like damn it's all my fault I let these thoughts creep into my mind and eat me up real late While I'm siting there staring at my reflection inside my dinner plate With a knife in my hand suicidal thoughts approach Catch my self in my room it is gloom light a roach Little bro deserves a toast So I wrote him this song Sorry homie, took me so long I'm the type to Nah fuck that Let all that sink in for a minute My bad Derek You wanna kill me now? You wanna kill me now?