naturally

[Verse] I don't smoke weed, but my friends are all feinds When I go on social media, I don't post on my feed It's a nightmare increasingly growing in size But I brought this all upon me by staying inside all my life All I've known is glossy screens, put my headphones in my ears so I won't hear my brother scream at Fortnite Turn it up and let it bleed, it's the thought of confrontation and it makes me want to flee my own mind It makes me sweat myself to sleep, when I wake up in the morning find it hard to even breathe And my lungs are always ripping at the seams, when I try to hit the high notes that I sang in my tweens I give up complеtely, it's harder to see me whеn I have no web cam and my eyes are sleepy I turn over sideways in my bed, it's my way of coping and anxiously waiting and hoping for [Chorus] (Waiting in my life) Things don't come to me naturally, I won't get up until I let myself breathe It's a blacked out life, and I just want to see The light, the light Things don't come to me naturally, I won't get up until I let myself breathe It's a blacked out life, and I just want to see The light, the light