Pity

Take it slow Bottom of the pills is what I care about Attention to the details getting paramount I'm searching for a fairer truth Something I can't bear to doubt But even so I open up my eyes and wanna tear 'em out This isn't about the opposition I don't care 'bout competition I'm worried 'bout my position and what the hell I'll do to fix it It's something different If I don't make it, then wish me well And if I do then know that I'll be leaving from this constant hell Like impressions make the point I'm dressing up for the lesson and Feeling lesser than the person that I know I should be better than This ain't depression it's a question 'bout my demon Should I let him in? Connections with affection have been severed for protection and I'm just tryna take it slow I'm thinking that you should know You're not like the other ones You're a thought I put to metronome I don't know how to feel good The standard is just bare enough I don't know how do people tend to muster up a care for love I don't want your pity I just want your silence I don't want your pity I just want your silence All this talk about me really opens up my eyelids If you want attention then remove all of the lies written Or you'll ride with it Windows on the side tinted slow If you wanna be okay Well then learn to let it go 'Cause this isn't all pretend I swear it isn't just a show But everything that's tried to live has always ended up cold I don't want your pity I just want your silence I don't want your pity I just want your silence Thoughts of feeling empty got me steady lying And the fear of growing up has got me always dying I don't want your pity I just want your silence Please just let me go and do it how I wanna try it This a song that isn't pretty by someone who's done with scribing All his thoughts of who he wants to be instead about his mileage I don't want your pity I just want your silence