Limerence

Natalie's explaining limerance between taking hits from a blunt High as a kite While Roddy's playing GTA, I swear Why is he so good at this game? It should be cause for concern I'm just shoveling popcorn into my mouth So I don't say the things that I'm thinking out loud I'm thinking about breaking your heart some day soon And if I do, I'll be breaking mine too If I stay busy, maybe I'll forget how I feel And go on living life as I planned it So bring on the parties I wanna go dancing My arm 'round the waist of a friendly acquaintance Toeing the line of betraying your trust Why do I feel alive when I'm behaving my worst? Is there a difference between lying to you If it feels just as bad as telling the truth? I know that there is, and I know what I'll pick I want what we have, our beautiful life But the stillness The stillness might eat me alive