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Most of the time I put on quite a face And an act, but I'm pretty depressed most of the time

Gun to my head like I'm better off dead What I feel in my heart, try to smile instead Days pass, burn the candle both ends Though I smile through the pain, it's getting harder to pretend

Hollowed out, stomach sick, I still miss you Even after all the shit you put me through I know it's wrong, but there's something about you No, I don't want to stay here without you

Caught in between all the lies and deceit Questioning everything Love isn't all that it seems, I know now Stress ring through my head, I can't sleep I'm human, not a machine Is this what it's like losing everything? Caught in between living hell and a dream Tearing apart at the seams

Praying to God but he won't hear me now Happiness just out of my reach I think it's time that I leave One in the clip, I'ma let it sound

Gun to my head like I'm better off dead What I feel in my heart, try to smile instead Days pass, burn the candle both ends Though I smile through the pain, it's getting harder to pretend Hollowed out, stomach sick, I still miss you Even after all the shit you put me through I know it's wrong, but there's something about you No, I don't want to stay here without you

I should hate you, but I'm missing you instead 'Cause when I say, "I love you", girl, I mean that shit till death My heart was skipping beats, but ain't no rhythm since you left My head is full of memories that I just can't forget So wrong how you treat me, girl, fucking with my head I'm done, playing games with love is something you'll regret I'm crushed, gave you everything took it all and left So long to the future we could've had

Blood on the concrete Beauty in the violence Lying through their teeth 'cause There's poetry in fighting Stronger than you think Know that we ain't going silent (Pain inside me, adding fuel to the fire)

Gun to my head like I'm better off dead What I feel in my heart, try to smile instead Days pass, burn the candle both ends Though I smile through the pain, it's getting harder to pretend Hollowed out, stomach sick, I still miss you Even after all the shit you put me through I know it's wrong, but there's somethin' about you No, I don't wanna stay here without you