Reflection

I look in the mirror and I hate my reflection Watch hands move on the clock 'til my head spin Now all I can do is pick apart my imperfections Don't give me fate, love, just give me fake love I look in the mirror and I hate my reflection Watch hands move on the clock 'til my head spin Now all I can do is pick apart my imperfections Don't give me fate, love, just give me fake love Shouldn't put me down, your words can be ever painful Say you hold me down, but attack from every angle I always hold you down But you never come around, you never come around I couldn't help myself, you smiled and I was lost In a lovesick world, endorphins, they can be toxic You played me for a fool 'cause love was never an option No, love was never an option I wanna wake up and feel like this life is a blessing Instead I'm drinking whiskey, loading bullets in my F-N Leave everything I own to my family and best friends And I know it ain't your fault, I just can't keep on pretending That I love my life and everything is fine around me While I feel like I'm drowning, demons they surround me Talking very loudly, all inside my head I know it's all inside my head, 'cause I look in the mirror and I hate my reflection Watch hands move on the clock 'til my head spin Now all I can do is pick apart my imperfections Don't give me fate, love, just give me fake love Shouldn't put me down, your words can be ever painful Say you hold me down, but attack from every angle I always hold you down But you never come around, you never come around