confession

[Verse 1] I kissed a boy the other day, it was great My grandad would be rolling in his grave, that's okay I won't tell him if you don't Not sure if I'm gay or I was bored I'll have to kiss another one to know for sure [Verse 2] I'm changing I don't know myself so always look for validation That's an understatement and love's so overrated But I've just gotta say that, 'cause I'm lonely Secretly lonely all the time [Pre-Chorus 1] And you've been on my mind, mind I don't think I'll find the words but I can try, try [Chorus] Sixteen year old me would've hated who I've become That's fine, I knew nothing when I was young I still want you if you want me too 'Cause I'vе changed but that's just what people do [Verse 3] I usеd to laugh about this stuff with my friends But now I am the joke and I'm terrified of them What they'll say, what they'll think Who I am and who I've been I've been hiding all the pain, will they look at me the same? [Pre-Chorus 2] 'Cause everyday it's been on my mind, mind, mind I think about it all the time, time [Chorus] Sixteen year old me would've hated who I've become That's fine, I knew nothing when I was young I still want you if you want me too 'Cause I've changed but that's just what people do [Post-Chorus] And I'm done tossing, turning in my bed at night If I'm gonna live this life I won't live a lie I still want you if you want me too No, I still want you if you want me too (oh, oh oh) [Outro] I still want you if you want me too No, I still want you if you want me too Oh, it's been on my mind, my mind And I still want you if you want me too But I've changed, 'cause that's what I'm supposed to do