exhausted

[Verse 1] Half my friends are wankers Spending weekends on their drug problems The other half are bankers Spending pensions so no one trusts them I spend half my life on dating apps searching for validation [Verse 2] Hotel rooms alone avoiding feeling via masturbation Wake up every day and check my face, I just look sadder It’s a never ending race to get up on the housing ladder And I haven’t seen my sister now for months it’s quite depressing Inherit harmful traits ‘cause my dad cannot show affection [Verse 3] I’m watching both my parents getting old But I still need them God knows where I would be without my mum’s shoulder to lean on And I really miss my childhood, wish that somebody had told me These moments come once and then they’re gone [Chorus] I know that it won’t always be like this No it won’t always be like this It won’t always be like this No it won’t always be like this [Verse 4] And honestly I’m feeling like this industry has changed me I can’t voice half of the thoughts that have been in my head lately They tie me up in contracts so they think that they have got me Someone somewhere’s getting richer All I know is it’s not me [Verse 5] And they will not let me drop this song I’m saying all the wrong things But I’ll put it out on Soundcloud if they fucking try and stop me And I will not be quiet until I get my arena tour Then I’ll smile for fourteen minutes, go home then I’ll cry some more [Verse 6] I’m twenty two, I’m also nowhere near where I had hoped I’d be My friends are on an exodus because none of them can cope with me I know myself I’m absolutely exhausting to be around I’ll promise you the world Then when you call I’ll always let you down [Chorus] But it won’t always be like this No it won’t always be like this No it won’t always be like this It won’t always be like this No it won’t always be like this No it won’t always be like this Oh it won’t always be like this No it won’t always be like this [Verse 7] All my friends are wankers, so am I I still love them My dad can’t show affection but it’s fine I still hug him I’ll be twenty eight and the same as when I was seventeen Nothing gets better or gets worse, you just feel everything [Chorus] But it won’t always be like this No it won’t always be like this It won’t always be like this No it won’t always be like this Oh it won’t always be like this No it won’t always be like this It won’t always be like this No it won’t always be like this