Disgrace

I could tell that u was mad just by the look up on ur face I been fiendin for some blood like a vampire need a taste I cannot remember last night i think my minds been erased I been runnin from my problems, no i never wanna face em I never wanna talk- never open up my mouth Everything was fine, but then this shit went south Don't know whats happenin inside of my mind goin dumb I tired of schemin [?], no i won't make a sound I dont wanna hear ur talk no i dont wanna hear ur voice I got one fuckin objective n its to fuckin destroy Gonna take my time no i finna enjoy it I call the troops n u know that they deployin- [?] Im off these pills i can't even feel my face- I feel like im a burden i feel like i am a waste Every time somebody cares i end em up pushin them away I was lettin people down i feel like im a damn disgrace