Disgrace

I could tell that u was mad just by the look up on ur face

I been fiendin for some blood like a vampire need a taste

I cannot remember last night i think my minds been erased

I been runnin from my problems, no i never wanna face em

I never wanna talk- never open up my mouth

Everything was fine, but then this shit went south

Don't know whats happenin inside of my mind goin dumb

I tired of schemin [?], no i won't make a sound

I dont wanna hear ur talk no i dont wanna hear ur voice

I got one fuckin objective n its to fuckin destroy

Gonna take my time no i finna enjoy it

I call the troops n u know that they deployin-

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Im off these pills i can't even feel my face-

I feel like im a burden i feel like i am a waste

Every time somebody cares i end em up pushin them away

I was lettin people down i feel like im a damn disgrace