Tysm

Da da da da, da da I'm not really giving effort in this intro To be honest But, I hope you guys are having a good day Is it bad that death is always On my motherfucking mind? I can’t ever seem help anyone I’m a waste of time Don’t know what fuck to say Just don’t know what words to rhyme I've been trapped inside this State every day, every night And they said I should change But that's shit not fucking easy And I'm looking at this gun and The trigger say "squeeze me" I don’t really give a fuck, fuck your fun It will not please me Light my arm on fucking fire just So I can fucking tease me All black on my outfit I do not fuck with color And I’m always acting happy Please don’t blow my fucking cover Fuck all emotional connection I don’t want a lover Wish that I could fucking fall off I don’t wanna be discovered Okay, maybe that last line was a lie I kinda wanna blow up But not at the same time I kinda wanna still wanna blow my brains out Fucking die people say that I’m soft because I always seem to cry I don’t really give a fuck At this point, nigga, fuck you Talking shit behind my back But you want me to trust you Get the fuck away I don’t wanna fucking touch you You are not my bro So do not call me bro dude I hide all these emotions with A smile on my face Think I'd rather be a villain, not a hero Don’t need a cape If you walked inside my mind I Think you’d be inside a maze Got these dark thoughts in my head And people ask if I'm okay blah, blah, blah What the fuck are you saying? I don’t wanna see a therapist I think I'll stick to praying If my parents hearing this, hi, I love you I’m just saying There's a lot of shit going on in My head I’m just fucking surveying Jump down a hill, I will roll, I will fall I don't know why people like me I don’t have no skill at all I shouldn’t even be this big I should just be fucking small I don’t really give a fuck though I'm just thankful for you all If I didn’t have songs I don’t Know where I would be If I didn’t have my friends I Wouldn’t be inside the scene If I didn’t have Antares I'd sound really shitty Thank you all for the support Thank you all for helping me