Tysm

Da da da da, da da
I'm not really giving effort in this intro
To be honest
But, I hope you guys are having a good day
Is it bad that death is always
On my motherfucking mind?
I can’t ever seem help anyone
I’m a waste of time
Don’t know what fuck to say
Just don’t know what words to rhyme
I've been trapped inside this
State every day, every night
And they said I should change
But that's shit not fucking easy
And I'm looking at this gun and
The trigger say "squeeze me"
I don’t really give a fuck, fuck your fun
It will not please me
Light my arm on fucking fire just
So I can fucking tease me
All black on my outfit
I do not fuck with color
And I’m always acting happy
Please don’t blow my fucking cover
Fuck all emotional connection
I don’t want a lover
Wish that I could fucking fall off
I don’t wanna be discovered
Okay, maybe that last line was a lie
I kinda wanna blow up
But not at the same time
I kinda wanna still wanna blow my brains out
Fucking die people say that I’m soft because
I always seem to cry
I don’t really give a fuck
At this point, nigga, fuck you
Talking shit behind my back
But you want me to trust you
Get the fuck away
I don’t wanna fucking touch you
You are not my bro
So do not call me bro dude
I hide all these emotions with
A smile on my face
Think I'd rather be a villain, not a hero
Don’t need a cape
If you walked inside my mind I
Think you’d be inside a maze
Got these dark thoughts in my head
And people ask if I'm okay blah, blah, blah
What the fuck are you saying?
I don’t wanna see a therapist
I think I'll stick to praying
If my parents hearing this, hi, I love you
I’m just saying
There's a lot of shit going on in
My head I’m just fucking surveying
Jump down a hill, I will roll, I will fall
I don't know why people like me
I don’t have no skill at all
I shouldn’t even be this big
I should just be fucking small
I don’t really give a fuck though
I'm just thankful for you all
If I didn’t have songs I don’t
Know where I would be
If I didn’t have my friends I
Wouldn’t be inside the scene
If I didn’t have Antares
I'd sound really shitty
Thank you all for the support
Thank you all for helping me