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One year short a fourth a century Part of me's still stuck at 14 Never thought I'd be somebody That could get so angry One more second 'til I shatter I've been told to say I'm fine Nothing really seems to matter When it comes to my mind Bite my tongue until it breaks Blood on my cheeks It's been taking up more space Lately Try to scream but it always sounds pretty Sink my nails in my skin when I'm pitied I wish someone could hear me, I wish they wouldn't fear me I wish someone could let me lose it Hold it in, can't say I'm not civil Breathing out 'til the storm starts to settle Can I lose my cool just a little? Just a little, just a little Always good at understanding Always try to keep the peace Standing in your shoes for so long I've forgotten all of me Clench my fists until I'm weak Hardly breathing Think so much so I can't speak My eyes are leaking Try to scream but it always sounds pretty Sink my nails in my skin when I'm pitied I wish someone could hear me, I wish they wouldn't fear me I wish someone could let me lose it Hold it in, can't say I'm not civil Breathing out 'til the storm starts to settle Can I lose my cool just a little? Just a little, just a little Feel so much 'til I feel nothing Feel so much 'til I feel nothing Feel so much 'til I feel nothing, feel nothing Feel so much 'til I feel nothing Feel so much 'til I feel nothing Feel so much 'til I feel nothing, feel nothing Try to scream but it always sounds pretty Sink my nails in my skin when I'm pitied I wish someone could hear me, I wish they wouldn't fear me I wish someone could let me lose it Hold it in, can't say I'm not civil Breathing out 'til the storm starts to settle Can I lose my cool just a little? Just a little, just a little