now’s not the time

[Verse 1] Barely a year, got my first role More than a daughter at fourteen months old Bearing the weight of being your friend Now I'll never be a kid ever again [Pre-Chorus] What I wouldn't give to just be young I'm bending over backwards for my mom [Chorus] So now's not the time to say it out loud I'll take my dreams and I'll shove 'em deep down Say it's what I want, I hate when I lie Wish I could let you know what's on my mind But now's not the time [Verse 2] Pack up my life, moving back west Hurts to go home when I just left the nest I grew up too fast, now I feel alone 'Cause I'm not the pеrson that they used to know [Chorus] So now's not the timе to say it out loud I'll take my dreams and I'll shove 'em deep down Say it's what I want, I hate when I lie Wish I could let you know what's on my mind [Bridge] Like how much I'm scared that I might hit the ground And I wanna be brave, but I'm starting to drown When I think about pieces of me that I've found That I'll never get back 'cause I'll never grow down [Chorus] But now's not the time to say it out loud I'll take my dreams and I'll shove 'em deep down Say it's what I want, I hate when I lie Wish I could let you know what's on my mind But now's not the time