temporary nothing (revisited)

How does it feel To feel nothing at all? I wonder I imagine it's gray, like the world has suddenly lost its color But I'd be lyin' if I said I hadn't wished to feel nothing To feel nothing at times 'Cause feelings are painful, and I don't wanna suffer through All those moments without you when I lost you Anger and sadness, they're always there They're always pretty rough to cope with Feelings, oh, feelings, you tear me apart And I wish I could start again, again But I know that there's the other side The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it Yeah i'll find it And when I do, I'll be so better for the rest So much better in my chest, can you feel it? Can you feel it? And when you do, you'll be so happy that you felt So happy that you dealt with it, yeah, you dealt with it Feelings, oh, feelings, you tear me apart And I wish I could start again, again But I know that there's the other side The one that I can't see right now, but I'll find it Yeah i'll find it And I used to think that being numb would ease the pain But I was wrong, I was so wrong It's just better to feel And know you're alive while reminding yourself that it's temporary Oh, it won't last for long