[Verse 1]
Do you remember
When living was an obstacle with such a temper?
Navy Blue the reassembler
'Cause I resemble what my father bare within his center
I remember January to December in '06
This the closest I'ma get to getting better
Shoulders fell, I shed the feeling, not the shovel
You gotta rise or feel the fall of autumn weather
I gеt it, I settled on the prizе of find leverage
Every level got a lesson for a nigga
I'm just a star within this galaxy, I think bigger with my vision
Tears blurry up the eyes of my intentions, apply pressure
Is what I felt for my whole existence, uh
I'm the one who needed healing
I bore the brunt and shared the weight, I'm his apprentice
I'm not alive as I remember, I was five maybe
Since my Uncle Carl died, I can't cry lately
Then my Aunt Gerry passed, I flew to Grind City
I was out on Beale Street with my cousin Reggie
Early morning out to Coldwater, Mississippi
Where my family got land, descendants of Minnie
Uncle Weldon and my grandma still living
My gratitude is forthcoming 'til they come and get me
You get me?
You get me
Mm
[Verse 2]
What I'm providing is a snapshot in time still
Attained a lot, but I got much more to find still
Nowadays I shine a light on what I gripe over
Overzealous and the message is that time heals
No getting over, getting through it, pride of my will
Run riot, I was quiet, in a bind still
Got up out that, silence what I found
I was bound to repeat life cycles in the now
Anyhow, I was fixing for a change
Just to look up in the mirror, see my image is the name
I was given on arrival, the marvel of survival
Nothing is surprising, I'm deprived of my depression
Elsesser surrender light beacon
Truth seeking, many sepals of my nerve endings
Every Jekyll has a Hyde for the right reasons
In the subtlety of tides, I find my vessel leaking
Stood in front of my demise and took a bloody beating
Pleading to recognize I got what I was seeking the whole time
Exceeding the very lines of my rigid thinking
Holding on for dear life to my couple secrets
Self-care a birthright, loving me precedes it, God's kingdom
God's kingdom
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