Gave Up

Perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most Forgot how it feels, well almost No one to blame always the same Open my eyes, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up in flames It took you to make me realize It took you to make me realize It took you to make me realize It took you to make me see the light Smashed up my sanity Smashed up integrity Smashed up what I believed in Smashed up what's left of me Smashed up my everything Smashed up all that was true Gonna smash myself to pieces I don't know what else to do Covered with hope and vaseline Still cannot fix this broken machine Watching the hole it used to be mine Just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline Of the trust I will betray Give it to me, I throw it away After everything I've done I hate myself for what I've become It took you to make me realize It took you to make me realize It took you to make me realize It took you to make me see the light Smashed up my sanity Smashed up integrity Smashed up what I believed in Smashed up what's left of me Smashed up my everything Smashed up all that was true Gonna smash myself to pieces I don't know what else to do I tried I gave up I tried I gave up I tried I gave up I tried I gave up I tried I gave up I tried I gave up I tried I gave up I tried And I gave up Smashed up my sanity Smashed up integrity Smashed up what i believed in Smashed up what's left of me Smashed up my everything Smashed up all that was true Gonna smash myself to pieces I don't know what else to do (throw it away...)