Keep Fucking It Up

I get as high as the expectation Then I fall like a house of cards Even though it is speculation My mind keeps blowing it up I get drunk on the affirmation Then I'm throwing up on the floor No matter the situation My mind keeps blowing it up Hey! And I keep, keep fucking it up Yeah, I keep, keep fucking- It's like I live in an observation In the middle of abstract art 'Cause even though I get confirmation I can't stop from pulling us apart Oh, without motivation Am I good enough, am I good enough? I've been here before Will it ever be over? I don't wanna be lonely anymore I've been here before Will it ever be over? 'Cause I wanna be everything you want Hey! But I keep, keep fucking it up Yeah, I keep, keep fucking- (I could be everything that you want) But I keep, keep fucking it up (I could be everything that you want) But I keep, keep fucking- I've been telling lies like it's all fun Count all of our tries like we have won Give me one more night out on the run Sleeping under dark skies Catching every sunrise, nah I've been here before Will it ever be over? I don't wanna be lonely anymore I've been here before Will it ever be over? 'Cause I wanna be everything you want Hey! Ooh But I keep, keep fucking it up Yeah, I keep, keep fucking- (I could be everything that you want) But I keep, keep fucking it up (I could be everything that you want) But I keep, keep fucking-