If I Could

This mind feels like a place I left behind

The real brain worked

And now I’ve got a second hand one that doesn’t work

And I could be happy all the time

If I could

If I could

And if love was a miraculous thing

Then Floating never floats at all

And the place I live in is just a sad old bridge

We are never strong

I’m in doubt you know

I just feel so on repeat

And if I could have at least one wish

Then I would

Then I would

And if I could stop drowning beneath things that don’t exist

I’d have the sea in front of my house

And I’m trying

I’m trying

If I could...

If I could...