i'm not crying you're crying

I'm so sorry that you're seeing me this way I promise you I'm never like this The blind hysteria was never on my face I'd never shed a tear so violent Hey, oh, I'm totally fine I wasn't cryin', I wasn't crying Hey, oh, I totally lied I swear I'm tryin', I swear I'm trying! Fake apologies are rain on a cloudless day And I don't think I've ever seen a sky so clear 'Cause I'm miserable, you think that you have to stay But you don't have to No, you don't have to Hey, oh, I'm totally fine I wasn't cryin', I wasn't crying Hey, oh, I totally lied I swear I'm tryin', I swear I'm trying! So, what if I sat with you And told you what I've been going through? This feeling is way too new Would you listen to me? Listen to Or would you watch my words as they leave my lips And tell me how you're sorry for me? As if you ever even cared Do you want things to be like this forever? You're doing this to yourself 'Cause I don't think you're trying hard enough You're not trying hard enough! Hey, oh, I'm totally fine I wasn't cryin', I wasn't crying Hey, oh, I totally lied But now you're tryin', oh, now you're trying!