nothing (in my head)

In my head In my head I've been trying to turn out the lights Never mind I never knew a dark room could be so nice I tried to stop, I tried to stop looking up It's been hurting my neck On a screen, on a screen, on a screen, on a screen Gonna scream that I I feel so goddamn numb I can't feel you anymore Can I, can I please be done? I can't stay trapped inside this box much longer, oh, no In my head I'm trying to turn out the lights And I can't ever seem to shut them out Tried to turn down the noise and arguments 'Cause I don't wanna fucking hear it now Never thought I would be the fly that's Trapped inside the jar of rotting fruit and wine And their eyes are peeled to watch me drown Was never supposed to make it out alive I feel so goddamn numb I can't feel you anymore Can I, can I please be done? I can't stay trapped inside this box much longer, oh, no I don't wanna be here, tell me go home I could never breathe here, tell me don't go I could never feel here, can't you let go? I could never be here, tell me don't I feel so goddamn numb I can't stay trapped inside this box much longer, oh, no Can I, can I please be done? I can't stay trapped between these walls much longer, hell no