Rot

Why disguise my bad intentions? I've got nothing to hide Except the tendency to separate the part of me That's feelin' too desperate to die Maybe I've been dreaming in lo-fi Like I just can't stop Maybe I've been rotting on the inside All alone with my negative thoughts, they're Crawling outta the hole inside of me Try to kill 'em before I come undone I can tell they're on to me I can feel it in my blood Spilling out of the hole inside of me Try to fill it before I come undone But it's just a part of me I can't get away from And now I'm back in the thick of it Telling everyone near "Oh my God, like, the grind is killing me" Practice that speech in the mirror, like "I wanna thank the academy" Well isn't it great? I'm doing something productive with my self destruction It's the one thing keeping me sane How's that for your glass half full? It's not even my best trait Crawling outta the hole inside of me Try to kill 'em before I come undone I can tell they're on to me I can feel it in my blood Spilling out of the hole inside of me Try to fill it before I come undone But it's just a part of me That I can't get away from The more I'm reckless The less I break The more I care about money The less I make The less I care about everything The better it goes And the better it gets The more I lose control And when I've lost it all I self-sabotage But it only serves To legitimize my flaws Like I recall them at all, when they're Crawling outta the hole inside of me Try to kill 'em before I come undone I can tell, I can tell they're on to me I can feel, I can feel it in my blood Spilling out of the hole inside of me Try to fill it before I come undone But it's just another part of me I can't stop from Crawling outta the hole (crawling outta the hole) From crawling outta the hole inside of me Spilling out of the hole (spilling out of the hole) From spilling out of the hole inside of me Crawling outta the hole (crawling outta the hole) From crawling outta the hole inside of me Spilling out of the hole (spilling out of the hole) From spilling out of the hole inside of me