LEFT 4 DEAD

[Verse 1] I think it's long overdue for me to start with a flex I had a really bad month but got a couple of checks Totaled to seventeen thousand, it wasn't the best month That I've had this year, but I'll do better the next These labels hit me up like they were down to invest I said I'll break your bank, and they were looking perplexed You get a buzz, and they all start biting like insects There ain't a number they can throw that's leaving me impressed Manifested and I did it on my own Brought the day ones with me, I was keeping them afloat Saw something special, I knew they were gonna blow Now it's like incest how they be fuckin' with the bros, like woah That's way too far, let's slow down the hometown Is slowly becoming a ghost town, the low down Is they wouldn't be there to hold down when I broke down So now when I see them I throw down I prayed every single night that I would get my break Staying up late, never took no breaks Feeling like I been running stuck in place Every right turn there was ten mistakes I knew that I had whatever this shit takes Never look back, way too much is at stake They're looking at me like I'm digging my grave As long as I'm alive I ain't gonna play safe [Chorus] My heart froze over, all I feel is dread I'm growing colder, hanging by a thread I try to fight it, all I see is red The truth is blinding, they left me for dead [Verse 2] I think it's long overdue for me to quit being modest I been a vet inside a game where they treat me like a novice Man, y'all done taxed your worth, I'm here you give you an audit You'll get a cold shoulder while I'm becoming the hottest I never broken a promise so when I said I'ma blow I ain't doubt it for a second, it's just something I know The same people that were hating on me ages ago All peaked back in high school and now they in a plateau While I grow with no limits, no caps, no peaks Used to run from it, now I embrace my freak Of nature self when I been rapping on beats Need a world record for the most killstreaks, I'm weak People text me knowing we don't speak Wanting in now 'cause they know they've peaked They see me glowing up and their futures bleak I been playing hide and seek 'cause I cried While they all stabbed my back, and they lied Giving me thoughts to pull suicide I ain't have nobody there by my side While I'm sitting thinking of taking my own life All I had left to do was just try Everyone doubted, I would confide Inside of myself, my heart was my guide Look at me now, bitch I'm doing just fine [Chorus] My heart froze over, all I feel is dread I'm growing colder, hanging by a thread I try to fight it, all I see is red The truth is blinding, they left me for dead