GHOST

[Verse 1] Deadman walkin', straight out of the coffin Nauseous from the advice, me and the devil been talkin' Auctioning these toxins, authentic concoctions Toss back with no caution until I'm losing my conscious Ominous flashbacks from being taken advantage But I'm a man and it's standard to just go put on a bandage Expectin' that shit to vanish But I feel searchin' for answers to why I panic [?] too romanic The damage is too bad I'm sick of hearin' I'm broken A thousand knives under my chest and actin' like I be broken Don't fix the emptiness that left in just a couple of moment But all the demons comin' back I keep on seeing the omens I'm breaking everything open and try to gеt em expellеd I wish I could shed my skin and slip up out of my shell Cause nothing I've been trying lately has been seeming to help I'm scared that I'm already dead in my personal hell [Chorus] I tell myself I'm fine I think it's my favorite lie If you look into my eyes You'll see how many times I've died I pray that when I go I find peace inside my soul I'm sick of feeling like a ghost Stuck in place and all alone [Verse 2] Deadman marching, reborn and resharpened I guess that's just bound to happen when you labeled a target And get burned so bad that you consider it arson The darkest check me now I'm never lethargic The hardest was in college, I'd be sitting in class When competition acting normal during fake heart attacks When I was flippin' Adderall so I could come up with cash Put 80p into the beats and 20 up in the stash So when it passed, I could dip out to the West and be leavin' Nothin' ever 'pared me for the best-kept secret The city of angels was only full of these demons Up on my lone self post because Hollywood's bleedin' I wish that I could slow down, I'm always stuck in a rush The panic might make me productive, but it's leaving me crushed My mind is never here, I'm looking like a ghost, and I'm flushed The scars haunt me from the past, and now I'm scared to be touched [Chorus] I tell myself I'm fine I think it's my favorite lie If you look into my eyes You'll see how many times I've died I pray that when I go I find peace inside my soul I'm sick of feeling like a ghost Stuck in place and all alone