21 Months

I tried to act as if I cared I tried to act as if I didn't wanna get out I wasn't careful what I asked for, and I got it But I hung on for 21 months 21 months 21 months 21 months 49 days sitting, standing Not sleeping and going crazy in a corner 49 days, my balls turned to brass I finally won out I did 21 months 21 months 21 months 21 months 21 strangest months I've ever lived Think about all the sick things that I said What I did, what was done to me And through it all I grew strong Made my stand, learned to live I still live what I learned in 21 months