Every Night

[Spoken] Sometimes people make use of false guilts So, they find an excuse for closing their eyes to their very real guilts [Verse 1] I'm not feeling human anymore Half connected all the time Each night I document the things I've done The pointless points I've made for stupid reasons [Chorus] Every night, every night Every night I'm always the same You're pounding on my brain Tonight, every night I lie down clenching up my teeth Trying to fall asleep [Verse 2] I've sat and smoked a billion cigarettes And wished to hell that you were here My stained and calloused fingers hold a pen Scratching apologies to you, too late, too little [Chorus] Every night, every night Every night I pay off my debts Trust me, I don't forget Tonight and every night I will analyze everything And make myself count the ways I fucked up today