Hebrews 8:12 (Intro)

[Intro] Yes, Sinneyy [Verse] Look, how can you go from a guardian to a villain How can you hurt me to a point it’s unforgiven How can you blame me for everything when your the main protagonist to your story You wanted us all to back you when It didn’t feel right This is between you and them we didn’t need be taking sides We didn’t need to listen to everything and be the spies We didn’t need to be taking drugs whist talking to love of our lives I’m sorry this is not me making those choices of that night You held me down and I get that You taught me the dark sides of life Like all of this is a test of my mind We are broken, we have hurt, we have cried But I felt you took advantage of me for years on end If you can’t see that then I’ll leave you in the rear end I felt your intentions was already premeditated I felt you loved me but it’s all hated I can see parts of you have already vacated You entered yourself to be negated Damaged my insides now saw the truth to your character Why couldn’t you give me a slap and given me a long lecture I’m sorry for the relationship A Robin symbolises happiness So why when I see you your filled with emptiness But I didn’t tamper with any of that Just saw your views and took your side and backed you with all of that I never heard their side and I felt heavy regret with all of that Two words led to destruction how did I not see that I didn’t think and now I live with this trauma on my back I fear your driving around in that mercedes plotting your next attack I fear your homeboys will run up on me and my life will flash I fear you’ll come back with the drugs in your system and you’ll regret that I fear-I fear I fear your gonna get time and blame for me for that But I already told you that I already felt bad I loved you enough that we felt invincible We didn’t listen to our realities and it got us into trouble We do stupid shit when we were not responsible You should of gave up this shit a long time ago I thought years ago you should of settled But every relationship has it bumps on the road Your actions speak louder than words How my words do more than actions We don’t realise it until we actually sit down and think about it Right now I’m reliving that moment in my mind like Sinneyy, Why did you get involved that night? Sinneyy, Why were you even there that night? Sinneyy, Why couldn’t you have just went home that night? Sinneyy, Why have made yourself paranoid every night? Sinneyy, It’s your fault that this has happened alright? You live in fear or you die tonight Right?