Hebrews 8:12 (Intro)

[Intro]

Yes, Sinneyy

[Verse]

Look, how can you go from a guardian to a villain

How can you hurt me to a point it’s unforgiven

How can you blame me for everything when your the main protagonist to your story

You wanted us all to back you when It didn’t feel right

This is between you and them we didn’t need be taking sides

We didn’t need to listen to everything and be the spies

We didn’t need to be taking drugs whist talking to love of our lives

I’m sorry this is not me making those choices of that night

You held me down and I get that

You taught me the dark sides of life

Like all of this is a test of my mind

We are broken, we have hurt, we have cried

But I felt you took advantage of me for years on end

If you can’t see that then I’ll leave you in the rear end

I felt your intentions was already premeditated

I felt you loved me but it’s all hated

I can see parts of you have already vacated

You entered yourself to be negated

Damaged my insides now saw the truth to your character

Why couldn’t you give me a slap and given me a long lecture

I’m sorry for the relationship

A Robin symbolises happiness

So why when I see you your filled with emptiness

But I didn’t tamper with any of that

Just saw your views and took your side and backed you with all of that

I never heard their side and I felt heavy regret with all of that

Two words led to destruction how did I not see that

I didn’t think and now I live with this trauma on my back

I fear your driving around in that mercedes plotting your next attack

I fear your homeboys will run up on me and my life will flash

I fear you’ll come back with the drugs in your system and you’ll regret that

I fear-I fear

I fear your gonna get time and blame for me for that

But I already told you that I already felt bad

I loved you enough that we felt invincible

We didn’t listen to our realities and it got us into trouble

We do stupid shit when we were not responsible

You should of gave up this shit a long time ago

I thought years ago you should of settled

But every relationship has it bumps on the road

Your actions speak louder than words

How my words do more than actions

We don’t realise it until we actually sit down and think about it

Right now I’m reliving that moment in my mind like

Sinneyy, Why did you get involved that night?

Sinneyy, Why were you even there that night?

Sinneyy, Why couldn’t you have just went home that night?

Sinneyy, Why have made yourself paranoid every night?

Sinneyy, It’s your fault that this has happened alright?

You live in fear or you die tonight

Right?